SJKADJASKDAS, I have mixed feelings at the moment.
Sooo, you know how I wanted a tablet? Yah, when I asked my dad for the 13435849035th time to buy it, my mother yelled at me, saying "GOD, CAN'T YOU JUST WAIT? CHIRSTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER!"
Okay.
The good thing is that now I don't have to pay for a tablet.
The bad thing is that I have to wait till Christmas.
euaahhhh.
I don't know if I should be happy or ticked off.
Well, I guess happy, because I don't have to pay for anything.:'B

Right now I'm applying for honors English C: Hopefully I make it...hopefully.... I still need to get a recommendation from my English teacher, I have a B in the class... I need to raise it to at least an B+ before Thanksgiving. (November 26)

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz, does anyone listen to Dead by Sunrise? It's basically Linkin Park without the rap.
I LIKE IT.



<WARNING, DEPRESSING LIFE CONTENT, (I don't blame you if you want to skip this part)> aka, rant.


God dang it, my life has never sucked so much....

Yah, you know my ex? Yah, well somehow he turned half of my treasured friends against me. He also harrases me non stop.-sigh-
He basically kicked my out of the group...His best friends are my best friends.
So, in other words, I can't talk to any of my friends


Its a really weird feeling- I used to be so close to this guy...
Crap, why did I date a bipolar bitch?

Todays conversation contained:
Me: *Sees Frankie* FRANKIE! Hi Frankie :'D
Frankie: Hi c:
Ex: *jumps out of nowhere* GTFO
Me:

-sigh- I really need to stand up for myself.

God, dating sucks, I'm not going to do it for a long time now.

Before you say," Wow, your friends suck, they don't care about you at all,"
I want to say that my ex has known “the Friends”them since kindergarten.
...
I've known them for almost 2 years.
I really could of seen that one coming....

I don't know, I really love my friends, they anger me with stupid crap, inspiring me to do better than them in every possible way I can. D: Without them I would be an idiotic bumb.
^IRL friends, not Internet Friends, I'll always love you guys c:

MY ADVICE TO YOU?
Dating is shit, porn is cheaper AND easier.

Haha, no, I don't look a porn and I'm not planing on watching it. Ever.
Okay, just forget what I said about porn.
</rant>

Just never take loved ones for granted.